Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever).
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
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Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
- Insult my father about his job many years ago when he genuinely tried to help me out. Never have I felt more regret than the time I inadvertently hurt the man who tirelessly does backbreaking work every day without complaint and carries injuries of his own.
- Ask my first girlfriend out. Should have known better than to date a mentally unstable girl who had issues with her ex and doesn't even bother to tell you about it when they get together again. She was so bad it still affects me today, eight years later. Still have a soft spot for northern Europeans though.
- Use my newly acquired credit card to enroll for college. I knew I didn't have alternatives at the time and the course was well worth it but it has left me in dire financial straits for years. That college qualification has yet to earn me a better job than I have now, but we'll see.
- Not visit my grandmother enough when she was in hospital. She was like a second mom to me and seeing a strong pillar in my life in such a state made me feel terrible. A strong heart runs in the family and I know whom I inherited mine from, seeing she fought till the very end. I'm really sorry nanna. ._.
- Assuming too much. It's one of the few flaws in my character I can't stand at all. The majority of the time a lot of this is negative (I blame it on being deceived too much when little and justified pessimism) and I do it subconsciously even when I don't want to do it. D:
- There really isn't much else I regret doing in my life. A lot of the shit that happens had to be done whereas others... I was young, stupid, more gullible and naive than I am now. You learn from these things, even if you know some will just end badly for you or others.
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